Hey:)
Life has been grand...or so i like to tell people. But it's been pretty good. Honestly.
I'm meeting people, gaining friendships, and growing into shoes I feel are too big for my small feet...
But I'm growing. And that's the main thing. :)
Growing into a new lifestyle, "heaven invading earth" lifestyle. Pretty interesting, if you ask me. I meet people who are already immersed into the glory of God everyday (!!). VERY amazing.
Seeing people healed many times, physically, mentally, as well as spiritually.
Reading a book called "When Heaven Invades Earth" by Bill Johnson (hense the phrase before). It's a VERY informative book, and it's something I need to read. I feel like my foundation should be solid, and I'm not really feeling it too much. Especially after just talking to a friend who recently has turned to the theory of science and evolution...leaving God as a cop out. The thing is, she has incredible reasoning skills...so I felt very small. And unprepared. I want to change that for future discussions with similar people I know. But you know? When I heard it from her, an incredible sense of LOVE<3 came over me...and there was no sense of anger, or hostility towards her. And I still have compassion for her...Thank God:)
She's just at the stage where normal religion isn't gonna cut it...she wants MORE. I've experienced that, MORE that she wants. But she has already started curving. All I can do is pray, and hope to lead by example...I think.
But God is always working in me...ALWAYS. And I'm learning to love Him, and to surrender more and more as we become oNe...unity...wow. With God. Hmm. Pretty incredible.
I feel like, for once in my life, I FEEL HIM BY MY SIDE 24/7....24/7...and that's a lot...that's all the time. haha. I talk to him now, anytime, and everytime I feel like I should, or if I want to.
There's just one part that I'm in the process of perfecting (which can only come with time, and experience...) and that is the LISTENING part. I'm getting better, sure. But there's always more land to travel...and the journey never ends. He's like an endless hole of glory...not a black hole, but a golden opening, and you see it, but you can't see the end...you have to enter it and get farther and farther for Him to reveal more of it to you, and there's a point where you CAN'T just turn around and leave...wow. He WANTS to give me himself, his gifts, and His gLoRy. his glory. It must be really....really, powerful, and awesome. Powerful...wow...like, supernatural...completely. God is a completely supernatural God...and He wants to take us there.
Wow, funny how everytime I start to write, it ends up talking about God...haha.
Diggin' in,
AW
7.6.08
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